VictoriaGNicole

Day 1- Best Friend

I have two

1st. Stream, i love you so much you dont even understand how much you mean to me. you are my childhood, you keep that living inside of me. you are the little sister i never got. you have grown so much through the years. i could go all day on how much i love you. but you have kept my spirits up through my crushs,breakups and broken friendships. You keep me on my toes. 10 years of friendship. i love you tons

2nd. Sydney, you were my bestfriend, or still are but idk lately. i love you and we have been through so much, we have the same habits on boys and have the same likes and everything. You always knew how to make me smile, but i do think that since the school year start we’ve have grown apart because of boys and new friends and i dont like it. i still love you.

I know the old saying

” people can’t make you happy, only you can”

which is wrong, well for me. i can’t bring ,myself to be happy unless i have the right people around me.

I’ve gotten worse through the months, i have no clue what to do.

all i know is im lonely, i need love in my like. i know i know boys cant bring you happines but they do for me, i become much happier when im trying to impress someone. which is probably the worst thing i can do. but i deal with it because it is my life and not yours

I don’t hate you… It’s just cool that you took my best friend and could care less. You must feel so fucking cool right now..

half me wants to be happy that your back in my life

half of me wants to be scared that we will get into a fight again and leave

:/

so many people are gone in my life.